Dating Daze

I hate

Mon, 14 Feb 2011 14:19:47 -0500

that he’s still friends with her.

Played

Wed, 15 Dec 2010 16:25:47 -0500

So, I was totally played by this boy that I thought liked me. Shocking, right? Just sucks. Reaffirms that I have shitty taste in the opposite sex. And for some reason, I want to play him right back. Partly because I have nothing else going on so it’s still convenient and partly because I’m just being dumb and partly because I need to practice being emotionally detached from boys but mainly because I hold grudges and I fully believe in revenge.

But I’m super pissed that I was played. So now, I’m plotting. And I am very much open to suggestions, so throw them in my ask box or hit reply if you have any ideas.

Also, now that I’m back at square one, I’d like to go on dates.

Constantly

Tue, 14 Dec 2010 13:53:19 -0500

have to remind myself to not get attached. It is what it is.

littlelaur: tomatoes - i could eat them plain, hot, cold,...

Tue, 14 Dec 2010 13:50:26 -0500

littlelaur:

tomatoes - i could eat them plain, hot, cold, chopped, whole. & then i saw this wonder. a perfect way to winterize the traditional summer dish of caprese salad.

guess who’s making this for the christmas party tonight? as if i needed more than good friends, good wine, secret santa-ing & love actually to be excited about…

Hot Caprese Dip

10 ounces fresh mozzarella, chopped into cubes
2 roma tomatoes, seeded and juiced
3 tablespoons freshly chopped basil + more for garnish

Preheat oven to 375. Make sure tomatoes have as much juiced squeezed out of them as possible – this will prevent the dip from becoming soupy. In a small baking dish, combine chopped cheese, tomatoes and basil and mix. Bake for 15 minutes, then broil for 2 minutes so cheese becomes bubbly and golden. Serve immediately with crackers or melba toasts.

reallynic:simplerecipes: via How Sweet Eats

omg.

Sometimes...

Mon, 13 Dec 2010 20:18:23 -0500

I try to be like a boy: emotionless, pretend like nothing bothers me and play it cool all the time.

Eventually, the girl in me comes out, starts to get all possessive and over analytical. It’s inevitable, after like week 3 or 4 of knowing a dude, my facade starts to break down and my ‘cool’ wears off a bit.

And then, I try to turn stone cold again, once I’ve waved my crazy flag. The reason I go cold is because my new mission becomes making them feel like the asshole I think they are. Or just making them feel anything for that matter.

Why? Why does any of this happen, nonetheless continue? Sometimes I think it’s just because I have nothing else going on and I have issues with letting go. I like to make people hurt as much as they’ve hurt me, whether they know it or not. I feel like that’s sick, but it’s truthful. But boys are dumb and they don’t even know when they hurt us with their stupid bull shit. It’s not fair and I can’t deal with that.

suicideblonde: Zooey Deschanel

Sun, 12 Dec 2010 20:10:24 -0500

suicideblonde:

Zooey Deschanel

It is what it is.

Sun, 12 Dec 2010 20:09:14 -0500

I’m single now, and quite frankly, I’ve been looking forward to being single. It’s been about 3 months now and I’m still figuring it all out.

I broke up with my last bf of 2 years. Moved into a house with people I met of Craigslist. Started living my life without the use of a car. And now, I’m enjoying life as just me. It’s interesting, fun and scary. But I’m in a good place. I’m making new friends. I’m exploring new realms of my life. And I’m sharing it here. This is my outlet.